Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Saudades...

Sometimes I miss those times when I was kind of carefree, the times that days goes by slow, the summer last so long, that i was kind of naive and just can see everything of their bright side.
I miss the times that I did not think to much before do something...which I did not keep analyzing everything too much...and no matter what i knew somehow that everything will be fine...
Those days are gone, but I can adimit that they did not go at all. I still have inside me a flame and the same girl is still here, but unfortunately cause she was told that she need to fit, she changed a lil and got scared of the real world that it was showed to her. Not the world, but ppl behavior, insecurity and the unhappy feeling that they got inside. And cause of that she locked the real her inside of herself...to protect her and to no disappoint the others and make them jealous.
Now she realized that she was silly and the girl who was locked on her, is stil there alive but afraid to come to the light again and be herself...in fact she got so long out of this world that she do not know what to do.
bjussss

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