Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Some days

..Like me you might have some of those days that you feel blue for no reason, maybe the word blue is not the most appropriate, maybe hopeless is fits better...I was in a kind of those days.

Until I got up this morning willing to make a change in my life, not a change just take my life back. I know that it will not be like it was once but I am quite sure that it will be good, I also know that it is a long process and i will have to develop some virtues that I do not have like to be patiance but I wanna try.

People says that the best of a war is not the conquering but the whole process to get through it and today I star my journey back to win, my own war, one step at once, thinking, watching abasorbing more to make a move.

Only for today I will try not to have any sin, mean thought, not let my mind fly away, not analyse the things in their worst way...I will try to eat less and properly, shake what my mama gave me, live my day for me. Only for today I will try to taste the joy i used to feel with the simpliest things.

And when tomorrow comes I will tell u if I was really able to give the first step to the victory!

bjus